I'm Thinking...

Sometimes its nice to just sit and think. However, sometimes its really awful to just sit and think. It really depends what you're thinking about. There are my thoughts for today. : )

Just a taste...

I am working on a novel at this point. I thought that I would just share the prologue with you and see what you all think. (You all being my one follower. So, te, and not los for spanish, Tu, not vous for french. Pour mon seul lecteur cher. Enjoy!) 

Numbness. A simple word on a page. Numbness. It’s easily spoken, too, but do you ever really know what it is? I’m not speaking of numbness in a physical sense though, and if that’s the first thing that came to your mind then you probably won't understand what I am talking about.

  Have you ever felt pain, and so much of it, that you just don't feel anything anymore? Have you ever cried so much that you just seemed to have run out of tears? Have you ever been so angry that you stopped feeling emotions at all? Has anyone that you loved ever hurt you so deeply that you just couldn't seem to love at all anymore? If any of these applies to you then you know the definition of numbness. I know more than I want to know about numbness. At this moment I’ve experienced more than most anyone I know. Hate. Love. Anger. Turmoil. Chaos. Fighting. Divorce. Murder. Death. Altogether more than anyone wants to know. I know more about death than is good for anyone. I, Aria Grace Bryant, have died.

This story is how I was saved and this is what numbness is. 

So there's the beginning of my book. What did you think? It's not too silly...

Ave Nocturna :)

Okay, so two years ago I carved this pumpkin on halloween and somebody smashed it that night. I've been meaning to remake it, but didn't get a chance to until this year. However when I found the picture I realized that my 12-year-old mind was a little simpler than I remember.

So here's my pumpkin. 

And my tools of the trade. I felt like a surgeon. 

I found this online...

 And changed it a bit so that it would be suited for pumpkin carving. Then I transferred it onto my pumpkin. 

 Here's the finished product. I did most of it outside, but then it started raining so I brought it in. It was very messy, I have to admit. 

Grandma, don't look!

Well, here I am, back to posting pictures. I made these for my grandma, so Grandma, you're not allowed to look at this blog. :)

 It says DIA. Its my grandma monogram. Donna Anastasia Imgrund.

 Well, I don't know how well they go together, but its a set! :)